creatingalegacy: (holding back emotion)
Amanda Young ([personal profile] creatingalegacy) wrote2011-03-11 10:26 pm

} 021 - [VIDEO] - it had to happen eventually

[Amanda is broadcasting from the infirmary, and she looks like hell. She's death-tolling after Hoffman punctured her lung and broke every bone in her body, ending in her neck, and is in agony from head to toe. She's got an oxygen tube in her nose because it hurts to breathe too deeply.]

John introduced me to a lot of things. There were many nights where we'd read each other poetry, or works of philosophy. He'd put on classical music just for me to hear it, and when his headaches became too awful for him to focus his vision on words, I'd read to him from some of the great works of literature. Or we'd watch a film.

[She's not just saying this to show Hoffman exactly how much John favored her. She's working up to a point.]

He brought me into a world I was too disadvantaged to experience. I was his daughter, and I would give anything for him. If he told me he needed my arm for something, I'd grab an axe and politely inquire if he'd mind fitting me with the fucking tourniquet.

[She pauses with a look of shock, because OH SHIT. That was an accidental confession, and the honesty was particularly horrifying in a way she did not want shared with the world. She quickly decides to pretend it never happened.]

In addition to everything else, he taught me about the mythologies of many cultures; right now, the tale of Prometheus comes to mind. For his crimes against the gods, Prometheus was bound to a rock, and every day a fearsome eagle would come to tear out and consume his liver. After each consumption, the liver would grow back, only to be eaten anew the next day. A never-ending torment.

[Thanks for your patience, audience! She's finally arrived at her point, and her expression becomes one of pure, seething hatred
.]

Listen to me, Hoffman, because for you? I am that eagle. I will make you pay for what you did to him and to Jill, and you will always, always come back good as new. For every restoration, I will kill you again. You failed your test, and until the death you earned manages to stick...well, I'm sure you know.

I said I'd give anything for him, and this is it. The rest of my existence will be spent ensuring that he and the love of his life are avenged.


[OOC NOTE: Some time after this post, Amanda will be nanomited by some random affected warden. If her replies to some of the comments on this seem out of character for her, THAT'S WHY.]
with_discipline: (Actually bamfier than you. Bitch.)

[personal profile] with_discipline 2011-03-12 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
If you think the two of you will be allowed to contact each other, you are mistaken.

[identity profile] flashy-magic.livejournal.com 2011-03-12 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
You know, in a weird twisted way, that's kind of sweet.
with_discipline: (Debriefing.  Twenty minutes.)

[personal profile] with_discipline 2011-03-12 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
Do you believe your dependency on John was healthy? Continuing to act on it is illogical. [Dependency, devotion....it's all just reading as REALLY UNHEALTHY to T'Pol.]

[identity profile] flashy-magic.livejournal.com 2011-03-12 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
Hey!

...I wasn't saying I wasn't. I wasn't even saying it was a bad thing.

[identity profile] flashy-magic.livejournal.com 2011-03-12 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
Not really, no.

[identity profile] symbiotastic.livejournal.com 2011-03-12 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
Waiiiiit, I think I'm out of the loop here. Who's John?
with_discipline: (Captain's crazy dude)

[personal profile] with_discipline 2011-03-12 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh Amanda. :c]

I have come to understand human relationships quite well; it is clear that yours is unhealthy.

[identity profile] symbiotastic.livejournal.com 2011-03-12 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
You know that "Jigsaw" doesn't really explain anything, right? [lolkidding, he's done ~some~ reading.]
with_discipline: (All kinds of trust up in here.)

[personal profile] with_discipline 2011-03-12 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
Agreed. Are you as capable of ceasing other unhealthy behavior as you were of ceasing those?
with_discipline: (You really ARE an idiot.)

[personal profile] with_discipline 2011-03-12 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
Do you require a test for every poor habit?
with_discipline: (Will cut you. If this was a knife.)

[personal profile] with_discipline 2011-03-12 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh hale naw. :|]

I have. It nearly killed me, and I nearly killed my crew because of it. Perhaps we should both curb our assumptions.
with_discipline: (That's lovely Doctor are you done now?)

[personal profile] with_discipline 2011-03-12 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
If the word choice bothers you, I will alter it. But a discussion of addiction was not what we set out to talk about.

[identity profile] boughtitall.livejournal.com 2011-03-12 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
If you attempt to get near my inmate, I will not hesitate to detain you by any means.

[identity profile] boughtitall.livejournal.com 2011-03-12 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
He will be watched carefully, for his sake and yours. You do not need to retaliate further.

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