[Amanda is of two minds about that: part of her understands completely, not able to blame him, because to stay when he couldn't tolerate it would be incredibly harmful to him; the other part doesn't understand, because she'd suffer hell for a near-eternity for the people she loved.]
He wouldn't blame you for that. Not with how much he loathed this place.
[Which she honestly believes, regardless of her own conflicting opinions.]
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[Amanda is of two minds about that: part of her understands completely, not able to blame him, because to stay when he couldn't tolerate it would be incredibly harmful to him; the other part doesn't understand, because she'd suffer hell for a near-eternity for the people she loved.]
He wouldn't blame you for that. Not with how much he loathed this place.
[Which she honestly believes, regardless of her own conflicting opinions.]