} 063 - if you can, hold on
Sep. 19th, 2012 10:01 pm[PRIVATE, VOICE - separately each to Lua, Rhade, and Jesse]
I wanna see you.
[PRIVATE, TEXT - to Hoffman]
If you want to see me before I go, tell me now.
[PUBLIC, VIDEO]
[Amanda is, once again, seated on her bed. This time, there's a suitcase next to her, and she's got a jacket on.]
I think it's time, Barge.
[Amanda rubs her face in her hands, as she can't quite believe it.]
I've done all I can here. Lua can stand proud, on her own. I've done all I can for John, Jill and Gideon. All the Jigsaw victims are alive and whole again, and I mean every damn one of 'em.
It might actually be time to start living my own life.
[She pauses, looking thoughtful.]
...I think I'll go to school for mechanical engineering. I mean, hey--why not? It's fulfilling, and I'm damn good. Maybe I can use it to help people for once.
[Another pause.]
I don't think I'll be back; I'm almost positive I won't. I'm sure some of you will be glad to see me go, and I sure as hell won't be missing all of you. But I'll miss enough of you that this is hard...
Dammit. I fuckin' suck at goodbyes.
I wanna see you.
[PRIVATE, TEXT - to Hoffman]
If you want to see me before I go, tell me now.
[PUBLIC, VIDEO]
[Amanda is, once again, seated on her bed. This time, there's a suitcase next to her, and she's got a jacket on.]
I think it's time, Barge.
[Amanda rubs her face in her hands, as she can't quite believe it.]
I've done all I can here. Lua can stand proud, on her own. I've done all I can for John, Jill and Gideon. All the Jigsaw victims are alive and whole again, and I mean every damn one of 'em.
It might actually be time to start living my own life.
[She pauses, looking thoughtful.]
...I think I'll go to school for mechanical engineering. I mean, hey--why not? It's fulfilling, and I'm damn good. Maybe I can use it to help people for once.
[Another pause.]
I don't think I'll be back; I'm almost positive I won't. I'm sure some of you will be glad to see me go, and I sure as hell won't be missing all of you. But I'll miss enough of you that this is hard...
Dammit. I fuckin' suck at goodbyes.